Meri badi behan suru se hi mujhe bahut pyar karti thee. Ghar ka eklauta beta hone ke karan mata pita khub laad dular karte the. Behan bhi hamesha mera khayal rakhti thee. Mere khane se lekar pehanane ke kapdon takk, meri har jarurat ka jitna dheyan mere mata pita rakhte the utna hi kheyal meri behan bhi rakhti thi. Ek samanay bhai behan ke mukable hamara rishta thodha jeyada mazboot thaa, thodhi jeyada gehrayi liye huye thaa.
Mcom karne ke paschat jalad hi behan ko naukri mil gayi aur naukri milne ke teen mahine baad uski shadi bhi ho gayi. Daryasal jis compny main behan ko naukri mili thee wahan ke manager ko meri behan dekhte hi bha gayi thee. Dono ke bich pehli nazar main pyar ho geya aur unke peyar par dono pariwaron ne apni razamandi ki mohar laga di. Mere pitaji ne khub dhum dham se meri behan ki shadi ki. Jijaji khub unche khandan se talukk rakhte the. Khase rayees the. Meri behan ke sasur police main bahut unche ohde par kaam karte the.
Sahdi ke baad behan kitni khush thee is baat ka andaza mujhe us samay huya jabb wo shadi ke kariban ek mahine baad ek saptah ke liye hamare ghar aayi. Us din sham ko sabh drawing room main baithe baaten kar rahe the. Behan poori terah se badli huyi thee. Uska poora vajood badal chuka thaa. Chalne firne se lekar uthne baithne takk, khane pine se lekar baat karne takk, uske har andaz har aadat main itni tabdili aa gayi thee ke mujhe us nayi naveli dulhan main apni purani behan ka koyi chinn koyi avshehsh nazar nahi aaya. Hathon main suhag ka laal surakh chooda pehne yeh yuvti jaise khushi ko sambhal nahi pa rehi thee, wo har baat par muskra uthti thee, chehakati thee, jwani aur husan se labalab bhara uska jisam umango main beh reha thaa. Uska gora chehra khushi ke is aveg se laal ho chuka thaa aur wo aur bhi surakh ho uthta jabb wo bich bich main kisi baat par buri terah se sharma uthti. Main kitni der uske chehre ko dheyan se dekha reha, uske hontho ki mand mand muskan, gaalo par chayi laali aur jis terah wo apni palke jhapka rehi thee, bahan ke ufanate husan ko dekh main jadvat ho geya thaa.
Khane ke baad bhi kafi samay takk baatchit chalti rehi. Ant-teh raat ke dass vaje ke karib main uthkar pehli manjil par apne bedroom main aa geya. Maine night bulb jalaya aur ankhe band kiye leta reha. Nind koso door thee aur vaise bhi aaj mera sone ka bilkul bhi dil nahi kar reha thaa. Reh rehkar niche se tez hansi gunz uthti. Lagta thaa mere aane ke baad wo log khulkar baaten kar rahe the. Maine apna mobile uthaya aur usme hamare pariwar ki photos dekhne laga. Behan ki shadi par maine apne mobile pe hazaron photos kheenchi thee. Usne khud baar baar mujhse keh kar photos khinchwayi thee. Shadi ke ek saptah ke dauran subeh se sham takk hum har chote se chote avsar par photos khenchte the. Har baar wo mujhe apne sath khadha karti aur dusro ko photo kheenchne ke liye kehti. Wo is baat ka khas kheyal rakhti thee ke main har avsar, har rasam par uske sath hun. Un tasveeron ke jariye wo un lamho ko hamesha ke liye apne paas sanjo kar rakh lena chahti thee. wo hamesha ke liye hamara ghar chodh kar ja rehi thee sayad isiliye wo mujh par kuch jeyada hi saneh dikha rehi thee. Aaj bhi mujhe wo kashan yaad hai jaab uski doli uthne wali thee..... Wo kis terah mujhse lipat gayi thee, kaise usne mujhe kas kar apni bahon main bheench liya thaa, kis terah uski ankho se behne wale un ashryuon ki dharayon ne meri kamiz gili kar di thee, uske chehre ka poora makeup dhul geya thaa. Mere pitaji use mujhse alag kar rahe the magar wo mujhe chodne ko tyar hi nahi thee. Un palon ko yaad karke phir se meri ankhe bhar aayi. Behan ki doli uthne ke baad main tanhayi main kitna roya thaa, sari raat ankho se ansu aate rahe the. Lagta tha jaise koyi sine se dil nikal kar le geya thaa.
Mene bed sheet se apne galon ko poncha aur phir mobile band karke ek teraf rakh diya. Meri behan jise main apni jaan se bhi badhkar peyar karta thaa, use kisi praye admi ko sonp dena Kitna peedadayak thaa main hi janta thaa. Aur wo bhi kitni dukhi thee magar ek aurat hone ke nate use apni niyti ko svikarna hi thaa.
Ek wo din thaa aur ek aaj ka din hai. Main aaj bhi ek mahina beet jane ke paschat bhi usko yaad karke dukhi ho jata thaa aur mujhe lagta thaa wo bhi dil se dukhi hogi. Magar aaj jabb maine use apni nazron ke samne dekha toh mujhe bahut bada dhakka laga. Uske chehre see, uski bhav bhangima se, kisi bhi baat se dukh ya udasi ka koyi ehsaas hi nahi hota thaa. Uska chehra toh khushi se chamak reha thaa. Wo toh ullas se bhari huyi thee. Har baat par muskra rehi thee. Hamare aas padosh main rehne wali uski saheliyon se wo kaise hanste huye baaten kar rehi thee. Uska swar kitna harshoullas se bhara huya thaa. Wo baar baar jija ji ki teraf dekh rehi thee, apni saheliyon se baaten kar rehi thee, sabki baton ka jwab de rehi thee lekin wo meri teraf koyi khas tavajjo nahi de rehi thee. Ghar aane par usne do teen swal puche the, meri padhayi ko lekar, rehne ko lekar, sehat ko lekar lekin wo sabh aupcharik baaten thee jo hum kisi ko bhi halki si jaan pehchan wale ko bhi milne par unse puchte hain. Aaj usne apne bhai par pehle ki terah saneh nahi dikhaya thaa. Iske baad usne meri aur lagbhag na ke barobar dheyan diya thaa. Bich bich main wo kabhi kabhar dekh jaroor leti thee. Usko itna khush dekhkar mujhe bhi khush hona chahiye thaa. Ek bhai ke liye isse badhkar kaya baat ho sakti thee ke uski behan ko itna achcha sasural mila thaa, ke wo itni khush thee. Magar mere riday main ek chees si uth rehi thee. Yakayak main bahut udas ho utha thaa.
Niche se awazen aani kabhi ki band ho chuki thee magar sayad abhi gharwale soye nahi the. Darwaje ke niche se aati light bata rehi thee ke abhi bhi wo jaag rahe the. Maine samay dekha toh raat ke geyarah bajj chuke the. Kuch samay baad mujhe sidhiyon par ahat sunayi di. Lagta thaa didi aur jijaji upar aa rahe the. Kadmo ki ahat paas aur paas aati rehi aur phir dheere se darwaja khula.
" Raju.....Raju......" Ma ne dheeme se mujhe pukara. Najane keyon mera dil nahi huya aur maine koyi jwab nahi diya.
"Raju....Raju........bhaiya......" Phir mujhe behan ki awaz sunayi di. Aaj pehli baar thaa jabb usne mere kamre main pair rakhne se pehle mujhe awaz di hogi varna wo hamesha bina rok tok ke mere kamre main aati jati thee. Maine ab bhi koyi jwab nahi diya.
"Rehno do......thak geya hoga bechara. Sone do use. Mujhe bhi bahut neend aa rehi hai." Jija ji bole the. Kamre ka darwaja band ho geya. Aur phir mere bedroom ke sath dusre bedroom ka darwaja khula. Ma unhe upar wale bedroom main sulane ke liye layi thee. Mujhe laga thaa wo niche wale bedroom main soyenge.
Hamare ghar main char bedroom hain, do niche, do upar. Niche ek bedroom main mummy papa rehte hain aur dusra khali pada hai. Shadi se pehle didi wahin rehti thee. Isiliye mujhe laga thaa wo niche soyenge. Upar 1st floor par do bedroom the aur dono ke bich ek shared bathroom thaa. Bathrrom ka darwaja bahar nahi khulta thaa balke dono bedroom main khulta thaa. Agar kisi ko bathroom use karna hota toh wo apne room se enter hokar dusre door ko andar se lock kar deta thaa jisse koyi dusre bedroom se galti se enter na kar sake aur bathroom use karne ke baad lock khol dete the. Halanke maine dusre bedroom main khulne wale bathroom ke darwaje ko andar se parmnent band kiya huya thaa keyonke upar siraf main rehta thaa. Kabhi kisi mehman aane ki surat main hi use dusre bedroom main thehrate the. Aaj malum nahi keyon ma unhe upar le aayi thee jabke didi ka apna kamra khali pada thaa.
Chand minto baad mujhe ma ke sidhiyan utarane ki awaz sunayi di. Phir darwaje ke niche se aata prakash band ho geya. Sabh apne apne kamro main ja chuke the. Najane keyon achanak se main kuch asehaj mehsoos karne laga. Kuch lamhe santi se guzre the. Phir sath wale bedroom se bilkul halki halki awaz aane lagi. Lagta thaa didi jijaji aapas main baaten kar rahe the. Vaise bhi jabb se wo aaye the unhe ekant nahi mila thaa. Koyi das pandreh minute takk halki halki awaz sunayi deti rehi. Phir achanak se sannata cha geya. Magar wo sannata jeyada der na reha. Achanak mere kano main namatar sunayi dene wali ghuti si ek siski gunz uthi. Chand lamho baad phir se ek vaisi hi siski sunayi di. Phir toh silsila hi suru ho geya. Siskiyon ki bich ka fasla kamm hota ja reha thaa aur unki teevrata halki halki si badh rehi thee. Sayad dono bedroom paas paas hone ke karan ya phir raat ka sannata hone ke karan main un siskiyon ko sun pa reha thaa. Ab siskiyan lagatar jari thee aur siskiyon ke sath sath chudiyon ki zordar khanak bhi sunayi de rehi thee. Phir bed ki charmarane ki awaz gunjne lagi. Meri behan ab khub sisak rehi thee, bich bich main jijaji ki unh-unh bhi sunayi de padhti. Ab awaz itni unchi thee ke main aram se sun sakta thaa.
"Dheere......uffffffff......Raju sun lega.......hayyyeeeee............." Achanak se didi bahut zor se karah uthi thee. Magar iske baad unke karahane ki awaz kamm nahi huyi. Sayad jijaji ne didi ko poori terah se ansuna kar diya thaa. Mene apne kaano main anguliyan daal di. Maine un siskiyon ko dabane ka bharsak prayatan kiya magar main jitni koshish karta wo siskiyan utni hi unchi ho jati.
"Aahhh......haye...haye.....uuuuffffff...bass.karo......bass karo.......uuuffffff......mar gayi......" Lagta thaa didi mere kano main karah rehi thee. Maine takiya uthakar apne sar par rakhkar us yatna ko rokne ki koshish ki. Itni baichaini maine aaj takk apni zindgi main kabhi mehsoos nahi ki thee. Aur mujhe esa prateet ho reha thaa jaise iska ant kabhi nahi hoga. Mera dil kiya main uthkar kamre se bahar chala jayun aur sayad main chala bhi jata ke achanak didi ne ek bahut lambi, bahut lambi siskari bhari. Aur kuch kashno baad jija ji ne. Kuch palon baad sabh kuch santh padh geya. Tufan guzar chuka thaa. Kuh der shanti ke baad phir se dono baatchit karne lage. Kayi baar didi khilkhila kar hans padhti. Magar baatchit jeyada der takk na chali. Sayad dono thakk chuke the. Raat bhi adhi se jeyada ki guzar chuki thee. Poora ghar phir se sannate main doob geya. Akhirkar mene chain ki sans li. Mera dil abhi bhi zoro se dhadak reha thaa. Mene apna hath chehre par fera toh pasine se poora gila ho geya. Mere dil ki dhadkano ke is kadar badh jane ka, poore badan ke pasine se naha uthne ka koyi karan meri samagh main nahi aa reha tha. Yehi wo pal thaa jabb ua raat mera dheyan pehli baar is aur geya thaa ke mera lund patthar ki terah kathor hokar buri terah jhatke maar reha hai aur bina meri jankari ke mera hath use buri terah se masal reha hai.
Mcom karne ke paschat jalad hi behan ko naukri mil gayi aur naukri milne ke teen mahine baad uski shadi bhi ho gayi. Daryasal jis compny main behan ko naukri mili thee wahan ke manager ko meri behan dekhte hi bha gayi thee. Dono ke bich pehli nazar main pyar ho geya aur unke peyar par dono pariwaron ne apni razamandi ki mohar laga di. Mere pitaji ne khub dhum dham se meri behan ki shadi ki. Jijaji khub unche khandan se talukk rakhte the. Khase rayees the. Meri behan ke sasur police main bahut unche ohde par kaam karte the.
Sahdi ke baad behan kitni khush thee is baat ka andaza mujhe us samay huya jabb wo shadi ke kariban ek mahine baad ek saptah ke liye hamare ghar aayi. Us din sham ko sabh drawing room main baithe baaten kar rahe the. Behan poori terah se badli huyi thee. Uska poora vajood badal chuka thaa. Chalne firne se lekar uthne baithne takk, khane pine se lekar baat karne takk, uske har andaz har aadat main itni tabdili aa gayi thee ke mujhe us nayi naveli dulhan main apni purani behan ka koyi chinn koyi avshehsh nazar nahi aaya. Hathon main suhag ka laal surakh chooda pehne yeh yuvti jaise khushi ko sambhal nahi pa rehi thee, wo har baat par muskra uthti thee, chehakati thee, jwani aur husan se labalab bhara uska jisam umango main beh reha thaa. Uska gora chehra khushi ke is aveg se laal ho chuka thaa aur wo aur bhi surakh ho uthta jabb wo bich bich main kisi baat par buri terah se sharma uthti. Main kitni der uske chehre ko dheyan se dekha reha, uske hontho ki mand mand muskan, gaalo par chayi laali aur jis terah wo apni palke jhapka rehi thee, bahan ke ufanate husan ko dekh main jadvat ho geya thaa.
Khane ke baad bhi kafi samay takk baatchit chalti rehi. Ant-teh raat ke dass vaje ke karib main uthkar pehli manjil par apne bedroom main aa geya. Maine night bulb jalaya aur ankhe band kiye leta reha. Nind koso door thee aur vaise bhi aaj mera sone ka bilkul bhi dil nahi kar reha thaa. Reh rehkar niche se tez hansi gunz uthti. Lagta thaa mere aane ke baad wo log khulkar baaten kar rahe the. Maine apna mobile uthaya aur usme hamare pariwar ki photos dekhne laga. Behan ki shadi par maine apne mobile pe hazaron photos kheenchi thee. Usne khud baar baar mujhse keh kar photos khinchwayi thee. Shadi ke ek saptah ke dauran subeh se sham takk hum har chote se chote avsar par photos khenchte the. Har baar wo mujhe apne sath khadha karti aur dusro ko photo kheenchne ke liye kehti. Wo is baat ka khas kheyal rakhti thee ke main har avsar, har rasam par uske sath hun. Un tasveeron ke jariye wo un lamho ko hamesha ke liye apne paas sanjo kar rakh lena chahti thee. wo hamesha ke liye hamara ghar chodh kar ja rehi thee sayad isiliye wo mujh par kuch jeyada hi saneh dikha rehi thee. Aaj bhi mujhe wo kashan yaad hai jaab uski doli uthne wali thee..... Wo kis terah mujhse lipat gayi thee, kaise usne mujhe kas kar apni bahon main bheench liya thaa, kis terah uski ankho se behne wale un ashryuon ki dharayon ne meri kamiz gili kar di thee, uske chehre ka poora makeup dhul geya thaa. Mere pitaji use mujhse alag kar rahe the magar wo mujhe chodne ko tyar hi nahi thee. Un palon ko yaad karke phir se meri ankhe bhar aayi. Behan ki doli uthne ke baad main tanhayi main kitna roya thaa, sari raat ankho se ansu aate rahe the. Lagta tha jaise koyi sine se dil nikal kar le geya thaa.
Mene bed sheet se apne galon ko poncha aur phir mobile band karke ek teraf rakh diya. Meri behan jise main apni jaan se bhi badhkar peyar karta thaa, use kisi praye admi ko sonp dena Kitna peedadayak thaa main hi janta thaa. Aur wo bhi kitni dukhi thee magar ek aurat hone ke nate use apni niyti ko svikarna hi thaa.
Ek wo din thaa aur ek aaj ka din hai. Main aaj bhi ek mahina beet jane ke paschat bhi usko yaad karke dukhi ho jata thaa aur mujhe lagta thaa wo bhi dil se dukhi hogi. Magar aaj jabb maine use apni nazron ke samne dekha toh mujhe bahut bada dhakka laga. Uske chehre see, uski bhav bhangima se, kisi bhi baat se dukh ya udasi ka koyi ehsaas hi nahi hota thaa. Uska chehra toh khushi se chamak reha thaa. Wo toh ullas se bhari huyi thee. Har baat par muskra rehi thee. Hamare aas padosh main rehne wali uski saheliyon se wo kaise hanste huye baaten kar rehi thee. Uska swar kitna harshoullas se bhara huya thaa. Wo baar baar jija ji ki teraf dekh rehi thee, apni saheliyon se baaten kar rehi thee, sabki baton ka jwab de rehi thee lekin wo meri teraf koyi khas tavajjo nahi de rehi thee. Ghar aane par usne do teen swal puche the, meri padhayi ko lekar, rehne ko lekar, sehat ko lekar lekin wo sabh aupcharik baaten thee jo hum kisi ko bhi halki si jaan pehchan wale ko bhi milne par unse puchte hain. Aaj usne apne bhai par pehle ki terah saneh nahi dikhaya thaa. Iske baad usne meri aur lagbhag na ke barobar dheyan diya thaa. Bich bich main wo kabhi kabhar dekh jaroor leti thee. Usko itna khush dekhkar mujhe bhi khush hona chahiye thaa. Ek bhai ke liye isse badhkar kaya baat ho sakti thee ke uski behan ko itna achcha sasural mila thaa, ke wo itni khush thee. Magar mere riday main ek chees si uth rehi thee. Yakayak main bahut udas ho utha thaa.
Niche se awazen aani kabhi ki band ho chuki thee magar sayad abhi gharwale soye nahi the. Darwaje ke niche se aati light bata rehi thee ke abhi bhi wo jaag rahe the. Maine samay dekha toh raat ke geyarah bajj chuke the. Kuch samay baad mujhe sidhiyon par ahat sunayi di. Lagta thaa didi aur jijaji upar aa rahe the. Kadmo ki ahat paas aur paas aati rehi aur phir dheere se darwaja khula.
" Raju.....Raju......" Ma ne dheeme se mujhe pukara. Najane keyon mera dil nahi huya aur maine koyi jwab nahi diya.
"Raju....Raju........bhaiya......" Phir mujhe behan ki awaz sunayi di. Aaj pehli baar thaa jabb usne mere kamre main pair rakhne se pehle mujhe awaz di hogi varna wo hamesha bina rok tok ke mere kamre main aati jati thee. Maine ab bhi koyi jwab nahi diya.
"Rehno do......thak geya hoga bechara. Sone do use. Mujhe bhi bahut neend aa rehi hai." Jija ji bole the. Kamre ka darwaja band ho geya. Aur phir mere bedroom ke sath dusre bedroom ka darwaja khula. Ma unhe upar wale bedroom main sulane ke liye layi thee. Mujhe laga thaa wo niche wale bedroom main soyenge.
Hamare ghar main char bedroom hain, do niche, do upar. Niche ek bedroom main mummy papa rehte hain aur dusra khali pada hai. Shadi se pehle didi wahin rehti thee. Isiliye mujhe laga thaa wo niche soyenge. Upar 1st floor par do bedroom the aur dono ke bich ek shared bathroom thaa. Bathrrom ka darwaja bahar nahi khulta thaa balke dono bedroom main khulta thaa. Agar kisi ko bathroom use karna hota toh wo apne room se enter hokar dusre door ko andar se lock kar deta thaa jisse koyi dusre bedroom se galti se enter na kar sake aur bathroom use karne ke baad lock khol dete the. Halanke maine dusre bedroom main khulne wale bathroom ke darwaje ko andar se parmnent band kiya huya thaa keyonke upar siraf main rehta thaa. Kabhi kisi mehman aane ki surat main hi use dusre bedroom main thehrate the. Aaj malum nahi keyon ma unhe upar le aayi thee jabke didi ka apna kamra khali pada thaa.
Chand minto baad mujhe ma ke sidhiyan utarane ki awaz sunayi di. Phir darwaje ke niche se aata prakash band ho geya. Sabh apne apne kamro main ja chuke the. Najane keyon achanak se main kuch asehaj mehsoos karne laga. Kuch lamhe santi se guzre the. Phir sath wale bedroom se bilkul halki halki awaz aane lagi. Lagta thaa didi jijaji aapas main baaten kar rahe the. Vaise bhi jabb se wo aaye the unhe ekant nahi mila thaa. Koyi das pandreh minute takk halki halki awaz sunayi deti rehi. Phir achanak se sannata cha geya. Magar wo sannata jeyada der na reha. Achanak mere kano main namatar sunayi dene wali ghuti si ek siski gunz uthi. Chand lamho baad phir se ek vaisi hi siski sunayi di. Phir toh silsila hi suru ho geya. Siskiyon ki bich ka fasla kamm hota ja reha thaa aur unki teevrata halki halki si badh rehi thee. Sayad dono bedroom paas paas hone ke karan ya phir raat ka sannata hone ke karan main un siskiyon ko sun pa reha thaa. Ab siskiyan lagatar jari thee aur siskiyon ke sath sath chudiyon ki zordar khanak bhi sunayi de rehi thee. Phir bed ki charmarane ki awaz gunjne lagi. Meri behan ab khub sisak rehi thee, bich bich main jijaji ki unh-unh bhi sunayi de padhti. Ab awaz itni unchi thee ke main aram se sun sakta thaa.
"Dheere......uffffffff......Raju sun lega.......hayyyeeeee............." Achanak se didi bahut zor se karah uthi thee. Magar iske baad unke karahane ki awaz kamm nahi huyi. Sayad jijaji ne didi ko poori terah se ansuna kar diya thaa. Mene apne kaano main anguliyan daal di. Maine un siskiyon ko dabane ka bharsak prayatan kiya magar main jitni koshish karta wo siskiyan utni hi unchi ho jati.
"Aahhh......haye...haye.....uuuuffffff...bass.karo......bass karo.......uuuffffff......mar gayi......" Lagta thaa didi mere kano main karah rehi thee. Maine takiya uthakar apne sar par rakhkar us yatna ko rokne ki koshish ki. Itni baichaini maine aaj takk apni zindgi main kabhi mehsoos nahi ki thee. Aur mujhe esa prateet ho reha thaa jaise iska ant kabhi nahi hoga. Mera dil kiya main uthkar kamre se bahar chala jayun aur sayad main chala bhi jata ke achanak didi ne ek bahut lambi, bahut lambi siskari bhari. Aur kuch kashno baad jija ji ne. Kuch palon baad sabh kuch santh padh geya. Tufan guzar chuka thaa. Kuh der shanti ke baad phir se dono baatchit karne lage. Kayi baar didi khilkhila kar hans padhti. Magar baatchit jeyada der takk na chali. Sayad dono thakk chuke the. Raat bhi adhi se jeyada ki guzar chuki thee. Poora ghar phir se sannate main doob geya. Akhirkar mene chain ki sans li. Mera dil abhi bhi zoro se dhadak reha thaa. Mene apna hath chehre par fera toh pasine se poora gila ho geya. Mere dil ki dhadkano ke is kadar badh jane ka, poore badan ke pasine se naha uthne ka koyi karan meri samagh main nahi aa reha tha. Yehi wo pal thaa jabb ua raat mera dheyan pehli baar is aur geya thaa ke mera lund patthar ki terah kathor hokar buri terah jhatke maar reha hai aur bina meri jankari ke mera hath use buri terah se masal reha hai.