It was when I was in 12th grade that I had started masturbating. My friend Raja, one of the perverts in our school, told me first about what sex is. I was kind of shocked and puked when I first heard him explaining cunts and cocks. I really didn't like the idea to be of something to interest me at first. He used to tell me that, his elder cousin brother who stayed in Kolkatta (Calcutta then) sometimes visited them. He was almost 20 then. And it was him who taught Raja about the human reproductive system, how its done, its benefits, etc. Later he described him that, it was, apart from being a duty for sustaining the human population, its one of those necessities of humans like food, shelter, clothing. He added sex to that.
I remember Raja explaining me what sex is. I was there in his study room after our Maths/Science tuition.
Raja, Me and five other friends from our class used to regularly go to his house at 5pm for tuitions by Suresh sir. Among the five, there were 3 girls from our class. And Rosalin was a close friend to me and Raja than the other two. Anyway, back to the point, he explained to me when all had left and we (Raja and Me) were both alone there to do some more sums of trigonometry.
Raja: Well, buddy do you know anything about birds and bees?
He started the sentence as if he was my mother.
Me: No. What do you mean by that?
Raja: Ok. Do you know anything about, like, how children are born? Like, what happens that make women pregnant?
Me: Well, i think, after marriage they take some medicines that make them pregnant. I am not sure, but I think thats what it is.
Raja laughed uncontrollably for the next few minutes. "Dear, you seem to be a whole piece of an innocent child. Hasn't your brother of sister ever tell you anything about that?"
I wondered and thought if they had ever discussed that with me. "No. Tell me if I am wrong."
"Wrong? You are not aware of anything!"
He shifted his position then continued, "Well, have you ever seen a girls vagina?"
That question caught me off guard. Yes, I had seen the diagram of human reproductive system in biology book for class and the point labelled as vagina. Yet I had never seen it. I didn't actually know how it looked in original flesh. Of course, I knew how it might look like because I had seen many little children. I knew that girls only had a line forming a cleave that started some inches below the belly button and ran until the ass hole. But I never imagined too much about that in the past. Now, when he is asking me, how can i let him know I only have a vague picture of what it might look like?
"Well, yes.. Not clearly enough?" I lied.
"Where and whose?" Raja asked. I was in dilemma. I was about to get caught lying him. Just then, Raja's mother arrived with two plates of cookies. She smiled and asked us to have them while we study and kissed too hard on Raja's cheeks as she left.
"Anyway, the bottom line is that, a man inserts him penis into the vagina of a woman and repeats taking it in and out. With that a white liquid comes out and gets into the woman's vagina. Thats when she conceives and after nine months of pregnancy, she delivers a child. The child too, comes out of the vagina."
As I mentioned earlier, I was about to puke out when I learned it.
"Why do you gag? Its very interesting. It feels good." Raja told me.
"It feels good? We excrete through that way. It too, might smell like hell. How could one enjoy it?" I asked.
"My God, that means you have never masturbated too?" he asked me with jaws open. As if I told him I didn't know addition and subtraction.
"Mater... what?
"Masturbation... M-A-S-T-U-R-B-A-T-I-O-N" He spelled it for me.
I asked him, "whats that?"
With a sigh he told me that when I get home, I should go to the bathroom. Then take my penis in my hand and start rubbing it up and down. Then told me that I should flush away all that comes out carefully, not to be caught by anybody else. He even wanted to masturbate himself and show it to me, for I wanted to know how its done. But I stopped him and went back to home.
With a sigh he told me that when I get home, I should go to the bathroom. Then take my penis in my hand and start rubbing it up and down. Then told me that I should flush away all that comes out carefully, not to be caught by anybody else. He even wanted to masturbate himself and show it to me, for I wanted to know how its done. But I stopped him and went back to home.
After dinner, I went into the bathroom and started to do what Raja had guided me.
chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck.. nothing then again chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck.. nothing then again chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck.. I felt a tingle inside my lower abdomen. Which continued to grow inside me more and more. I had never felt like that before.
Oh sorry, I remembered, sometime back I had a similar feeling but could not remember when.
I continued, chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck.. and finally I moaned silently and heaving like an athlete and I saw gelatinous whitish liquid coming out of the urethra. It was a sense of pleasure I had never ever believed existed on this earth.
And friends, that was the day I started masturbating on almost a daily basis. It became my daily routine while I bathed.
After our final exams for class11 th, Raja introduced a new thing in my life. (He is the person, who had actually directed how my sex life should be. Frequently he used to introduce new addictions into me.
He told me that he had got hold of a porno film from his brother. I had masturbated many times thinking about various girls of our class. The pictures were a blur because I actually didn't knew how its done practically. Like I never knew who should start the act. I even wondered with excitement, that my parents too, must have done it time and again to get me and my siblings. I felt shy to imagine them doing it. But I still had no clear picture of how it could look like? I mean their act.
The porno film made me clear on it like nothing else could have done it.
I saw how the foreplay is done. I learned so many new things. Like, vagina is actually termed as pussygenerally, penis is called cock, dick etc. and breasts are termed as boobs, tits etc. Last not but the least I leaned what ass and ass hole is. The act itself is called as a fuck. The list was endless, what I learned.
It was then that I learned, watching these movies too are enjoyable. I got a similar feeling of a slight tingle inside my lower abdomen. Like a magic, I remembered when I had got that feeling earlier, before I even knew about all these things. The previous years I was sleeping soundly beside Devi (our maid servant).
I had put a leg on Devis thighs in sleep and somehow my sub-conscious state of mind had created a sexual feeling in me. Thats what I understood now. While actually then, I had mumbled something and had gone back to sleep.
I remember Raja explaining me what sex is. I was there in his study room after our Maths/Science tuition.
Raja, Me and five other friends from our class used to regularly go to his house at 5pm for tuitions by Suresh sir. Among the five, there were 3 girls from our class. And Rosalin was a close friend to me and Raja than the other two. Anyway, back to the point, he explained to me when all had left and we (Raja and Me) were both alone there to do some more sums of trigonometry.
Raja: Well, buddy do you know anything about birds and bees?
He started the sentence as if he was my mother.
Me: No. What do you mean by that?
Raja: Ok. Do you know anything about, like, how children are born? Like, what happens that make women pregnant?
Me: Well, i think, after marriage they take some medicines that make them pregnant. I am not sure, but I think thats what it is.
Raja laughed uncontrollably for the next few minutes. "Dear, you seem to be a whole piece of an innocent child. Hasn't your brother of sister ever tell you anything about that?"
I wondered and thought if they had ever discussed that with me. "No. Tell me if I am wrong."
"Wrong? You are not aware of anything!"
He shifted his position then continued, "Well, have you ever seen a girls vagina?"
That question caught me off guard. Yes, I had seen the diagram of human reproductive system in biology book for class and the point labelled as vagina. Yet I had never seen it. I didn't actually know how it looked in original flesh. Of course, I knew how it might look like because I had seen many little children. I knew that girls only had a line forming a cleave that started some inches below the belly button and ran until the ass hole. But I never imagined too much about that in the past. Now, when he is asking me, how can i let him know I only have a vague picture of what it might look like?
"Well, yes.. Not clearly enough?" I lied.
"Where and whose?" Raja asked. I was in dilemma. I was about to get caught lying him. Just then, Raja's mother arrived with two plates of cookies. She smiled and asked us to have them while we study and kissed too hard on Raja's cheeks as she left.
"Anyway, the bottom line is that, a man inserts him penis into the vagina of a woman and repeats taking it in and out. With that a white liquid comes out and gets into the woman's vagina. Thats when she conceives and after nine months of pregnancy, she delivers a child. The child too, comes out of the vagina."
As I mentioned earlier, I was about to puke out when I learned it.
"Why do you gag? Its very interesting. It feels good." Raja told me.
"It feels good? We excrete through that way. It too, might smell like hell. How could one enjoy it?" I asked.
"My God, that means you have never masturbated too?" he asked me with jaws open. As if I told him I didn't know addition and subtraction.
"Mater... what?
"Masturbation... M-A-S-T-U-R-B-A-T-I-O-N" He spelled it for me.
I asked him, "whats that?"
With a sigh he told me that when I get home, I should go to the bathroom. Then take my penis in my hand and start rubbing it up and down. Then told me that I should flush away all that comes out carefully, not to be caught by anybody else. He even wanted to masturbate himself and show it to me, for I wanted to know how its done. But I stopped him and went back to home.
With a sigh he told me that when I get home, I should go to the bathroom. Then take my penis in my hand and start rubbing it up and down. Then told me that I should flush away all that comes out carefully, not to be caught by anybody else. He even wanted to masturbate himself and show it to me, for I wanted to know how its done. But I stopped him and went back to home.
After dinner, I went into the bathroom and started to do what Raja had guided me.
chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck.. nothing then again chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck.. nothing then again chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck.. I felt a tingle inside my lower abdomen. Which continued to grow inside me more and more. I had never felt like that before.
Oh sorry, I remembered, sometime back I had a similar feeling but could not remember when.
I continued, chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck..chuck.. and finally I moaned silently and heaving like an athlete and I saw gelatinous whitish liquid coming out of the urethra. It was a sense of pleasure I had never ever believed existed on this earth.
And friends, that was the day I started masturbating on almost a daily basis. It became my daily routine while I bathed.
After our final exams for class11 th, Raja introduced a new thing in my life. (He is the person, who had actually directed how my sex life should be. Frequently he used to introduce new addictions into me.
He told me that he had got hold of a porno film from his brother. I had masturbated many times thinking about various girls of our class. The pictures were a blur because I actually didn't knew how its done practically. Like I never knew who should start the act. I even wondered with excitement, that my parents too, must have done it time and again to get me and my siblings. I felt shy to imagine them doing it. But I still had no clear picture of how it could look like? I mean their act.
The porno film made me clear on it like nothing else could have done it.
I saw how the foreplay is done. I learned so many new things. Like, vagina is actually termed as pussygenerally, penis is called cock, dick etc. and breasts are termed as boobs, tits etc. Last not but the least I leaned what ass and ass hole is. The act itself is called as a fuck. The list was endless, what I learned.
It was then that I learned, watching these movies too are enjoyable. I got a similar feeling of a slight tingle inside my lower abdomen. Like a magic, I remembered when I had got that feeling earlier, before I even knew about all these things. The previous years I was sleeping soundly beside Devi (our maid servant).
I had put a leg on Devis thighs in sleep and somehow my sub-conscious state of mind had created a sexual feeling in me. Thats what I understood now. While actually then, I had mumbled something and had gone back to sleep.